It's an unfixed constant.

2009-08-13T19:30:00.002+08:00

so many things so lil time. 14 days t prelims omgomgomgomgomg.

found new ECs, ^^ and 'm meeting D this weekend, great.

2009-08-07T16:22:00.004+08:00

19 days t prelims hurhurhurrrrrz. and there's so much things i want t say. t you. and oh right, i'm graduating soon. can't believe it, four smashingly awesome yet horrible years have past.

Can we bring yesterday back arnd?

2009-07-25T20:54:00.003+08:00

it's nice t not talk t anybody for a whole day. and whoever tht told you coffee keeps you awake lied.

2009-07-25T01:07:00.004+08:00

because i'm starting t dislike myself, a lot.

i demand a lot, but when reality sinks in life doesn't meet my 'expectations', i get upset. why can't life be a play and we get scripts.

i've messed up too much f/s over th years. there's just so many people i could and should have treated better. sometimes i rather we nvr crossed paths, at least i can erase all your bad memories. like how cocked up and unreasonable i can get. girls (some not all) are too temperamental and bitchy (too bad, it's part of us), we are just too fickle and indecisive. i feel safer befriending boys. but i'm tired of encounters w/ queer people, when they like you they're nice when they get tired they move on. i knw this is life but it's quite annoying. i do th same tht's why i despise myself. idk what t expect frm every f/s. t give w/ no returns in mind, or strike a balance in both.

i feel tht i'm drifting apart from Q J JS, and i really really hate this feeling. my bestest friends for years, but nw i'm starting t feel tht i don't actl belong in their league. J dreams of taking Medicine at Cambridge, JS is one aspiring author/gay poet/idk idc, Q will probably go some godly place t pursue her interests too. people arnd me are hoping for a decent O's grade t get into JC. top schs vs nsk, vast difference. everytime when something goes wrong, thinking of them brings comfort. but i secretly feel v inferior too. they're absolutely non- elitist but i just feel v stress whenever we meet up, when it's supposed t be my happiest times. how can sth i long for be so upsetting, tell me whyyyy.

i don't like how i judge others. my views are v subjective, because i'm self centered (yes a bit no link). who am i t say tht M is bitchy. it takes one t knw, right? i admit t not be a 'smile all day long' person. i hate acting like i care about random things tht happen, and tht false front i put up t appear as an approachable person. but it is rude t tell others i don't care abt your problems. but seriously i usually don't. i'm selfish and live in my world, i only care when i feel nosy enough. yes i knw it's not th correct attitude but i can't help thinking this way.

so tell me wht's wrong.
is it me, or me.

2009-07-21T19:27:00.002+08:00

RHD09 was one great day. v colourful, i like. :) interesting thing t note was 2 indians fought during recess, how harmonious (ignore th same race part). TP was literally free period, was v fun (Y). photos on facebooooook. anw i'm contemplating whether t remove all my facebook photos, hmm.

no school today (throws confetti!!), so i spent my day sleeping. this is what i call awesomeness. :)

HP on Fri w/ th camp gang, omgxysz i can't wait.

EVERYBODY IN 4/3 SUBMIT YOUR TESTIMONIAL T ME BY 23 JULY 2200HRS. by hook or crook.

2009-07-20T03:50:00.000+08:00

wow weeeeeee why am i awake at this hour on a Monday morning!! i spent th last 4 hours on ss mindmap. so proud of myself of th patience (but not so proud of this last min thing). th 3 page worth looks like nonsense and is nonsense, i hope this will be my first and last time doing sth that looks so horrendous. okay i should stop belittling my effort.

days went well, till next time.

xoxo

p/s stop slacking, countdown turns 2 digits. "omfg it's 10 t th power of lightning!!!!"
p p/s i know i've never been a gd friend. not t anyone, ever.
p p p/s i need t stop being mean t tutor.
p p p p/s so many things, too lil time.

2009-07-05T21:25:00.002+08:00

maths' such a bitch. >: what happened t th good old days of 10 digits and 4 symbols!? physics is equally horrid. i don't really see myself being a electrician next time. and if some fuse in my house blows, th only sane thing is t ring a electrician! (sheeeesh) why aren't we learning stuffs like public speaking- i'm positive everybody will appreciate it. just hire a good teacher for th start. facebook is addictive oh no oh no. no actl i just like being nosy, going around at people's account. hmm i'm using th com too much. :/

oh i met that Steven Lim person (p/s he's that uh yellow stripper in SI, according t C) again ytd, :O he approached D at Shaw on Fri and told D he has sexy legs (HAHAHAHA) and a whole chunk of v interesting stuffs. ytd he was at cwp, doing some freak survey. so i did not leave my hse today i fear running into him, tsk. (sorry J i should have bought popcorn and went t th library)

alright i shall return t reading my book. i recommend everbody should check out Victoria Thompson's book. her gaslight mystery series is awesomeeee. or at least it makes me have th urge t complete th entire series. go go everybody go t th library and borrow 'em. and try t start frm bk 1! :)

2009-07-03T23:59:00.004+08:00

phy hw session was hilarious, N M have th weirdest brains i swear. one potential taitai and th master chef HAHAHA. sth worth mentioning is ms M is in some damn good mood recently, hopefully it stays this way till i graduate. "you all potential football(er)s ah.." HAHAHA best joke since ages. met D X C today we went town but i felt v tired and didn't absorb anything said. JC kids have weird humor sense manxysz :/ >: I SHALL START SAVING UP $$ T INVEST IN HAIRBANDS (TARGET: 30) AND RANDOM RED STUFFS LIKE TH CUTE RAINBOOTS FROM ZARA KIDS!! :D THIS IS SO SO EXCITING. saw this highly amusing but super noisy couple on th train back they should just get a room t contain their gay jokes and pda, too much for th public eyes. nvm i like cause there was free entertainment hahaha i'm mean yes. oh i really don't want t change sitting arrangement next Tues, getting v tee next Tues, f i n a l l y. and thnky H for th random compliment v nice of you :)

xoxo

P/S I MADE UP W/ P, FINALLY. THAT SON OF A BITCH HAHAHA OKAY LA YOU MY BEST INDIAN FRIEND NOW C:

2009-06-29T19:03:00.005+08:00

hmm term 3 is going well so far, except waking up at some unearthly timing every morning. L and Z's impromptu decision t watch Ghost of Girlfr's Past on Mon, pretty hilarious one. sth worth mentioning was a bunch of P5s sitting near me. what on earth are eleven years old kids doing at a movie like this? i watched Charlie& Choc Factory when i was their age. not that i discriminate them but, they squeal (x2375480923) when there are making out scenes. th show isn't even rated. t think one of th girls actl went, "You P5 alr, must be mature!" before th movie, ha. stick t Ice Age or sth, go go. oh i feel mean.

i don't want t change sitting arrangement, (Y) sitting w/ G! since we'll be in th classrm for only a few more mths, let's not trouble ourselves. yeah we really shouldn't. hope t meet up w/ long lost kids soon. B next sat, can't wait :) oh first clique study day tmr, and 4/3 gets t wear class tee (FINALLY NO PE ON FRI)! and i hope 9.99 will be screened in Sg, cause D will book th cinema and get endless supply of icecream delivered in HAHAHAHA.

things are going good let's hope they get better,

xoxo

p/s th world should stop mourning th death of MJ. yes he was a great musician of our time and all, but news of him has bombarded th headlines for a tad too long. getting overrated, not cool.

2009-06-27T23:05:00.003+08:00

i had an awesome week t end of june hols! let's not t mention sch is starting in 32 hrs. :O

let's see. can't rmb what i did on Mon shitzzz. Tues, had chem lessons. jolted up in a shock (not th best way t start th day yes), rushed down t sch (picked up brkfast on th way though), only t realise.. mr n came in only at 930am (what was that manzxysx). did 2 ws (uh yay so productive). went hub w/ N t print D's photos. J doesn't seem as cute alr ): (and i pray that he is happy now oh my his sch is so ...) saw C oh my she grown up a lot even N thought she's a jc kid or sth, hope she's doing fine in her vball.

Wed, went studying w/ L and Z. lazy L made us wait for her!! ended up at uh somewhere (stupid place it was anw) cause L needed t go her camp concert. banged my head (!) while picking th location, 天啊我又变笨了. had brunch and a good laugh at, stuffs. side note: sch's reopening means there's a hols worth of gossips waiting, wahahaha i'm so bitchy tsk. L overestimated th size of sg and left (waaaay too) early. bought hot coco cause Z couldn't drink coffee. "you must be eternally grateful t meeeee okay!" went over t look at th XYZ place (it's really XYZ, ha) then headed t clarke quay (idk why so random). Z left (after like what, o.5 hr only), went t join C and J (and co.) pretty fickle bunch i can say. meditated at home on Thur cause .. okay nvm.

Fri, 6A gath. had a nice talk w/ Q before, fat pigeons kept interrupting us though. p/s white coffee (or maybe it was choc) frappe is nice. been ages x2349056283 since i saw some of 'em. 2 out of 5, some funny inside joke hahaha. i've v v funny classmates yay i like. afer makan we th lazy and full kids sat at th fountain place and played this idk what game. v v funny though. blog hopped, saw Y's blog and i thought of A. still can't get over th feeling i feel v v loser. it has been like a good 9 mths alr, yet .. forget it. th night was nerve wrecking omgzxczs, on par w/ doing amaths! was stucked between hell and th deep blue sea, ended up on th phone w/ D which didn't helped much but thnky still :) after some 2 hrs i decided t study then ..

Sat, watched transf (!!) and had ben& jerrys. long story, but thnky t Z and W for th invitation. let's just say S L Z and i have had an interesting day, :) S and i studied (well, a good attempt at least) at this (Y) place before, S went high at snapping shots of her crocodile. mad girl. was pretty awkward at bj initially (duh).. till we saw S. he was totally th last person i expected t meet, oh well. (should have captured L's expression then HAHAHA) one grp of 'em ordered th monster tub of icecream, funny. didn't manage t take photo w/ th caucasian brothers :/ movie was maybe awesome (or not), idk i didn't pay attn! tsk. was occupied w/ drinking eating and laughing at some not exactly funny scenes. th over good sound system made my head spin. or maybe it was th screen. or th chunks of metal flying about. S was paying attn t fox's.. thumb. zz. splitted w/ L and Z after, went looking for hats but t no avail. hung arnd at xx S went high (again!) using th firework effects. there was a couple spying on us :/ played w/ effects for today's photos, so proud of myself yay. :)

tuition in 7 hours (can't wait, ha ha ha)

xoxo

2009-06-20T22:32:00.003+08:00

i am so going t miss M'sia, 4 mths before a next trip oh no! :( bought shoes (niceee) and new schoolbag. can't wait t use 'em, heh. everybody should check out M'sia's checkpoint, can fight w/ Changi airport ._. th roof lights up at night, like wow. saw a nice grey bag at FOS but didn't buy it cause i feel very sinful for spending so much this hols alr (although i didn't pay for anything). which i am regretting now. and i sure miss talking rubbish w/ S (bro's bestfr!) and that group of idk what's their name boys.

on a lighter note MUMMY SAYS I CAN GO TRAVELLING W/ FRIENDS AFTER O'S. sounds good (as of now). probably going Bintan (wherever that is) w/ P and hell knows who else, awesomeee. or Philippine w/ S and hell knows who else too. or maybe a place where there's shops and has a beach. which is definitely not going t come true, can't imagine th group shopping or watching th waves. 四个月后再决定吧. or maybe if o's sucked (touchwood!!) i'll just .. idk. but anw there's x things i want t do after o's.

i shall ton at macs someday. (actl airport sounds better) D said there's hot girls and nice burger. free electricity somemore hahaha. must rmb t buy pepper spray for him. collecting v tees frm him after i get $ from J. oh boy i can't wait.

meeting up w/ S next week, v excited. okay studytimeeee. and t that 'i got 14 for my midyears lei you can't be worse' person, go bang your head on th wall.

xoxo

2009-06-13T22:25:00.003+08:00

tmd i need t stop saying i need t study and, study!! it's too strange hearing P tell me he's studying like mad.

"NO BRAINER AH YOU"

2009-06-12T20:11:00.002+08:00

today was shopping day. :) 4 pair of shorts (chioxzyxyzs max hahaha), 1 pair of black shoes (V i have black shoes alr!!), 1 skirt, 5 tees, 1 pair of slippers. happy meter hits 60% and GSS can suck it! wait i haven't got my jeans and jacket, shoots. oh i suddenly find cheong-sams v pretty. and i can't wait for v tee t be ready. 10 bucks everybody.

2009-06-10T23:45:00.002+08:00

champ camp was watching a drama play. champions celebrate uniqueness!! (see i paid attn) vcamp was awesomeeee, thnks t all th lovely people. ♥♥ and i realised we like t lie at random places t sleep. T and i wore boxers of th same design at camp, what a coincidence. night studying was funny i'm lazy t elaborate. looking at A solves puzzles, hahaha. actl th sch is kind of pleasant at angles. th cca is full of gossips ^^, hahahaha. meeting T tmr, yay.

PAY ME 10$ FOR V TEE, NO $ NO TEE. THNKY. :)

2009-06-06T23:26:00.003+08:00

"4 mths of sacrifice is better than a lifetime of regret" - mr K.

gave Bon Voyage campfire a miss, heard it was a blast. skipped Fri's lessons, went studying w/ L. (fruit juices cost $4.60 per bottle!! :O) saw this v gorgeous lady ^^ saw a myna pooped on th chair, which someone sat on after w/o paying attn (eww eww). can't wait for 6A '05 gath, though things are turning pretty screwed now zzzzz. wonder how everybody has changed after 4 years, must rmb t dish out their dirt hahaha. seems like i dropped out of th world, when everybody else are still pretty in touch. i have yet gotten D anything tsk ._.

KIMBUM. ♥ ♥ ♥ (hahaha)

P/S LISTEN T MEDIACORP'S 'SAVING GAIA' ADVERTS (ENG) ON 987FM, SUPERRRRRR CUTE!!

2009-06-04T21:25:00.002+08:00

my June hols is phoof (!@#$#%^$&#@$) so much hw, can die then die again. at least i'm finally getting on th cca tee. :) and volleyball's having a camp! hwhwhwhwhw kill you. i shall not cut bangs.

omo sounds nice.

2009-05-30T18:51:00.000+08:00

i'm vvvvvv angry w/ myself.:O

2009-05-29T20:43:00.003+08:00

carnival was memorable (or maybe just 'cause it's my last here) th only down thing(s) probably is th heat, and my ever messy hair, and meow's straight-cut FBTs. 4/3 vs 5/2 soccer match was great. though we lost, but it's really nice t see th class cheering by th sidelines. :) staff relay was perhaps th climax of all, hahaha. super entertaining when our batch (or at least most) goes high (love it!) our batch can really screeeeeeam, thumbs up. yet all this reminds me that o's is 14x days away and we're graduating in 5 mths. which totally totally sucks.

i shall cont watching haptic mission. and i ~~shall~~ need t study.

2009-05-28T22:44:00.006+08:00

it amazes me how some blogs have 900 posts.

thanks WJ for being such a great listening ear last night. :) today's mtp was.. boring. double standards, tsk. carnival tmr, and school's out. p/s 4/3 has an awesome banner <3 and i pray for DB's gp paper (you better get a kickass grade) and BB t find his way t VCH, hahahaha. (sorry for not attending)

dear Santa, can i please have a super early Christmas gift? can i have Kim Bum? :) he's super super cute. (i'm over Ed Westwick alr hahaha) how come we don't have boys like him arnd? put one in sch (must sit next t me!) and i'll have full attendance. and Kim So Eun is v v pretty, i want her too. :) So-Eul supporter! i'm insanely indulged in th two of them now. think i've read every piece of news and watched every CFs of theirs. WATCH BBF, AWESOME :) (there's Kim Bum and Kim So Eun, duh) (if only i'm that hardworking when it comes t studying huh)

5 MTHS HAVE PASSED OMFG. :< "lightning" !!!!

2009-05-22T23:43:00.002+08:00

Life is unfair, get that into your head. - Mr K

i shall not complain that i flopped my MYE, but yes i did. and i shall not mention that i'm not guilt-stricken about this, but yes i know i need t. shuds i really need t study. and i mean s t u d y. this is not good. note t self > make study planner.

on a lighter note, a new Guy Laroche wallet! mummy thinks i'm physically/ mentally drained from MYE studying (ha ha ha). pray i won't dirty it. :/ plus, a lot clique bonding these days, thumbs up.

Meteor Garden (流星花园) is awwwwesome, (Y). managed t finish 20 episodes of MG1 in 3 days, hahaha. yeah it's 8 years old but undoubtedly a classic. (their dressing sense is total sore eye though!) SC is one really really lucky girl t have DMS and HZL in her life. MG2 was rather crappy on th other hand. lost my patience and went straight t those parts involving SC DMS HZL. HZL's such a dear in MG2, (L). if there's ever such a person in my life, 死也干心. really.

i suddenly miss S. a lot a lot. wonder how's he in Taiwan.

2009-05-11T16:57:00.002+08:00

whoop, life owns. cause there's no sch today (no Monday bluesss yay). but there's x (better t not count) papers ahead. no life isn't v great after all.

i shallllll do sth t my hair this June. v tempted. maybe i'll snip it short(er). i just might. no that doesn't sound like sth i'll say.

i miss th Jap kids a lot a lot (was going through J's thumbdrive photos)! that short but definitely memorable weekend.. i wish they would reply regularly. and i miss that week of sheer fun and madness at Jap.. i really really miss those days. :<

i should be studying chem now. and doing maths. and preparing for tuition.

oh i went swimming today. v v fun. :) and i dislike pizza hut in house services.

xoxo.

i'm such a mess. i goofed up so many f/s th past few months.

2009-05-03T21:57:00.004+08:00

i did not finish my eng speech, and totally flopped up th summary. mid year! omgxzyszxxx.

been acting really strange th last 2 weeks, sorry t whoever i may have directly/indirectly caused distress t. (really i don't think there's a need t apologise, all for manner's sake) it's awkwardly sad when sb you know passed away (even though i wasn't close t him) my thoughts kept going t 'Knowing'. what if we don't have as much time as we think we do? someday, i'll make th attempt t contact those whom i haven't met for ages. i really should. but that led me thinking what i kept telling D, "sadly someday isn't part of th calendar. it has never been." we recall th past, because we lived with regrets. how true?

it took 4 comics t get my bro on cloud nine (for a couple of hours), and $500+ for my sis. i wonder what's my price.

can't wait for gss t begin, i'm must get th red Volcom shorts!

cue t stay happy: every minute spent frowning is 60 secs wasted.

oh. family made a trip t clarke quay just now t roam th streets. strange, interesting, warm. :)

2009-04-30T00:02:00.004+08:00

8 hours t my first mid years paper. :O

~~Ed Westwick (Chuck in GG) is v v hot.~~ ~~now i think Nate is hotter. a lot hotter. no actl all th characters are. what's w/ th world? :/~~ Nate has great eyes and hair, but Ed still owns. totally. :)

2009-04-26T23:00:00.002+08:00

i totally abhor Singapore's weather tsk.

eventful week, boring though. my tutor is v v funny, i like.

sometimes i wonder if everything's really worth. i don't have th courage t face problems, i rather put them at th back of my heart.

2009-04-20T22:47:00.004+08:00

last week was (Y), or at least it ended great.

th week started off w/ 2.4km run, which i'm v proud of my timing. 20.37, is that lousy or lousy? HAHAHA. somebody finally understands how i feel, all those thoughts running through my mind. you spelt 'em all out for me, thanks S. :) went jogging (!!) that evening, it felt great actl. and i can't believe i just said that. speech day was awesome too, managed t catch up w/ loads of seniors. can't wait for A div season t end, can't wait for study dates w/ T D. oh my i still miss those days when th blue batch was still arnd. S's party was almost fun. it's fun being tall. but somehow i felt bumm'd towards th end, sorry for being grumpy. and thanks A for walking me back. :) my tutor should fire himself for being funny, ha.

think i shall skip NAPFA 5 items tmr for icecream at Vivo. :) no actl i feel like skipping sch tmr. and i just found a good reason t skip tmr, NO SS LESSON! note t self: collect PB rabbit shirt and photo!

random thoughts:
1. sometimes it isn't that we don't care, we choose not t.
2. MID YEAR BEGINS NEXT THURSDAY. :O :O muck.
3. i think i sprained a toe.
4. i think JH is reaaaaally cute :D
5. revise diet revise diet revise diet.
6. my mood fluctuates over th week.

xoxo

2009-04-12T17:07:00.002+08:00

19 DAYS T SA1 OMGGGGXYSZ.

i need t revise my diet.

2009-04-11T13:42:00.001+08:00

♥♥♥ D

2009-04-09T23:20:00.006+08:00

mood: blank. and i don't like commas tonight.

it must have been 12 zillion minutes since i last posted. definitely. or more.

life's tragic. almost. okay no, somewhat fun yet boring. what's th difference between misery and happiness? i don't understand what i'm typing now. but it sounds fun. or at least. "you siao ah."

i can't think of what t rmb. uh my sis got a itouch last week. mummy says she's getting (yah she says) me a new laptop (mr K's look tempting!)/camera/ sth i want but i haven't thought about it yet. nvm just let th thing be red. but i need a new phone too. red please. and i need a bag for school. and a wallet. okay i need a lot of things. and th numbers in my bank are going backwards. not cool.

went out w/ N on Tues. been ages since i last saw him. weird hairstyle (which i don't like). had dinner. talked crap. actl there wasn't much t talk about. felt pretty strange th whole evening. he went Mustafa w/ boys after. of all places. hahaha.

caught Shopaholic w/ S last Fri. makes you high. and terrible. cause i don't own a card. i ps-ed A th second week in th row. i must learn t be sorry. tsk. "we need t quit going P& C. we need real stuffs" it never happens. yet. hahaha.

went J8 w/ L and Z today. saw a super cute girl on th way t amk mrt. had Subway and a bundle of great laughs. L took x mins t decide on th stickers. think i was th one who decided for her eventually. nvm it's a good choice. met S B E in th cinema. show was a-w-e-s-o-m-e. though th animation sucks at certain parts. but it's alright i like th movie anw. realise i've a lot of movie subs in my wallet. so that's where my money's going.

this Monday was our class' turn for inspiring quote. Z chased away x% of Mon blues w/ a lousy imitation of Pikachu. but a thumb up for th courage. and for H too.

SS is double thumbs up recently. though I'm still getting some muck grade. otherwise sch is a hw supplying factory. i need t adjust my life. some 25 weeks t o's. muck.

oh i ate a lot this week. sinful. i need t lose weight. I do not suffer from anorexia (whoever thinks that is crazy). this is normal.

i think i can't differentiate between blue and green. pink and orange too.

shall trim my fringe this weekend. if i rmb. it's annoying muck. and no i'm not going t burn my hair.

tmr's clique studydate is off. sian. means i've no plans. i shall catch up on some sleep. catch up on some work (it's an understatement).

and catch up w/ myself.

xoxo.

p/s muck means poo. or sth along th line. it doesn't fit into content. but who cares?

2009-03-29T00:44:00.003+08:00

week 1 down. :* been sleeping really late this week, horrible.

studied w/ V and B at Mos after th Badminton petition on Mon, B caught a fly and threw it out HAHAHA. had health checkup on Wed, i realised i was a freakishly tall kid when i was younger, 62 cm at 6.5 weeks :O things turned ugly after, Ms M came around and threw a fit. luckily i was at th lib, ha. went t J8 after sch to make stickers, studied at Mos after. had CIP on Thur, first class activity tgt this year and everybody was in a happy mood. i like. :) my group collected 40 years old Readers Digest! :O and th wdv name teacher doesn't know how t use camera, tsk. i abhor th banded class Chem 'cher, seriously there's nth right about him. th thought of being his student is so so so, disturbing. i hope we'll have masquerade as th prom theme, :) so exciting. okay that's like another 27 weeks down th road. O'S IN 26 WEEKS, MUCK IT.

i don't want t change sitting arrangement next week. i don't want t attend Chem under Matthew Ng.

2009-03-20T13:29:00.002+08:00

1 week w/o school is not fun. besides getting a lot a lot more sleep, doing wdv i want at home and eating at anytime of th day, i rather be at sch. really. but staying at home is pretty good too. ah it's not a choice anw. so i killed this term break by.. sleeping it away. done nth productive and put on weight, tsk.

stayed home on Mon, K probably hates me now since i missed his class gath. so who cares, okay i'm mean. went town w/ A on Tues, caught 'Marley and Me' and 'Coming Soon'. never tried watching two movies in a day. and i met T at Cine, :) J's birthday totally slipped my mind, yes i suck sorry. went t scout for my maths tutor on Wed evening apparently he moved so i don't have a tutor, great not. Z's smelly camp ended at 6pm so i didn't attend MG and we didn't go for sushi. but i had some very nice dinner in exchange, ha.

M's party tonight and we haven't got him anything, O: actl i don't know if i'm going. but i think i shall, haven't seen th girls this week! that reminds me i haven't seen my clique for th entire week either, not good. kkkkk byebyebye i'm short of things t type alr.

2009-03-16T01:12:00.006+08:00

whoo it's 1.11am and i'm still awake, not good. a week of mixed feelings, worth noting. :)

090309. week started off on a wrong tone, was suffering from withdrawal syndromes th whole Monday. i miss th J kids, a lot. managed t get ourselves excused from differentiation test, thankfully.

100309. chem SPA on Tues, i screwed up th exp by not boiling th solution t dry(oh well). sorry Z for ps-ing you! :/ but was a lot happier after cause D, Boonbin and random seniors came back, everybody (almost) had dinner tgt. oh my i miss having them around in school, still not used t th idea of being th oldest batch around. i don't like. it. ):

110309. saw some interesting texts in Bry's phone in th morning, hmm.. O: took differentiation test and for once i felt i could pass amaths! (or maybe not, idk) met Tl and D at drive-thru after, it's such a joy being w/ them after so long! :)

120309. long long day, not cool. got back report slip- L1R5: 42. total ownage, tsk. rained cats and dogs as Linkai and i left school. had some laughs on th way home, :)

130309. x-country on Fri, last day of term 1!! i jogged, so proud of myself. :) brought th jellybeans AC bought, made Zeyu finish all th totally disgusting tasting coconut-flavoured ones HAHAHA. I&M boys got high when Linkai and Vishnu got th medals, totally hilarious. snapped some class photos, :) was super tempted t check email when i got home, ha. had Sakura buffet for lunch. almost good, i prefer th one at Novena though. basketballers are a bundle of laughter, :) went Cine t watch Race t Witch Mountain (i think that's th full title), saw D before movies. keeeeep seeing him this week, i like :) Naomi skipped movies t get M's stuffs.. Steph and I got very very high during th movies hahaha. Alexander Ludwig is cute, i like :) roamed town w/ Steph after, i love that girl. loads :)

140309. MTP ytd was .. fill in th blanks. Ms M said some very interesting stuffs ie, "addicted t fun", "hardcore party girl". very.. interesting. nvm let's skip that whole part. had an urge t walk home from sch, but dropped th idea cause th weather was mad. (th heat probably got me mad for a couple of minutes too) th whole Sat passed like a blank.

150309. spent like an hour fiddling w/ th scanner today (waste. my. time. uh.), finally uploaded th J neos! :) and just 1 min ago i realised i've been sitting in front of th laptop th entire day. facebooking and refreshing my email acc HAHAHA. Steph and i got really high about Juicy products just now, :) omg omg omgzxsycs everybody should just check out their web (L). i want that pink& black watch ): who wants t be my fairy godmother? sigh. and and, do i look like i go clubbing?._. geez. (this reminds me of Ms M, ha)

suddenly i don't want t be busy, yes it's very strange of me t be saying this O:
and i really really need t hit th books this hol.

2009-03-09T17:44:00.004+08:00

haven't been updating recently. as usual.

Jap hosting was a blast! :) because i saw Saki and Miki again!! (L)(L) seeing them makes me happy, ha. Miki didn't have a host, i was super tempted t kidnapped him home hahaha. dinnered at Newton Circle on Fri, J kids didn't like local food. O: learnt that Miki has a girlfr (Kenju look-alike hahahaha) sorry everybody (esp Wl) i know i was pretty grumpy that night.. yeah. and davis you stupid boy i'm not a geisha!
YaKun for breakfast on Sat, Momoko and Kie didn't like th egg (sigh). they bought pumps from Cotton On, ha. we made personalised stickers for our J girls, :) J kids got superrrr excited in Mini Toons, amusing. they bought those gay looking flower plushies which i thought resemble th suck toiletbowl thing. and i realised they like Carebear, a lot. Orchard was pretty boring(zz) cause idk why they weren't interested in much things. oh Momoko ran away when i wanted t pay for her drink, super funny! :) spent 2 hours at Cine on neoprints, hahaha. Isn't there nicer and cheaper machines back at Japan! drew a super big crowd when we were taking group photos, how embarrassing. went Vivo, sth silly happened which got B and super super high and amused everybody that night. except me, hahaha. K found an interesting book at PageOne, about interesting poses.. hahahaha! went t Geylang w/ S's family for fruits after, but J girls only liked mangosteen. geez they don't know what they are missing out (durian, jackfruit!), hahaha.
Dim Sum for breakfast on Sun, went th same restaurant S went on Sat hahaha. and finally i saw them eating, :) got really high after reaching sch cause we took photos w/ J kids! :D and B told me ... hahaha! well, you know if you know :) sth :D happened, heh. J kids went off t Mt Faber. went Pastamania for lunch, super tired after getting home, slept till N called. her parents fetched us over t airport, met B and Jx and ate Macs. talked about .. ha. thought V was a magician, ha! J kids arrived, Momoko cried when she saw me, which made me cry toooo ): took more and more photos, :) and i realised th :D thing in sch was really embarrassing th photo isn't for Miki, but .. O: hahaha, it's quite funny actl. W was super funny last night, that drug addict boy :) and th jellybeans aren't sex/drug pills! felt like crying at th thought of not meeting them again.. ): ): ): couldn't get their faces out of my mind when i got home, i miss Saki Miki Momoko Kie and th rest! ):

did differentiation till 3am, almost died. was in a (insertdescription) mood today, suffering from withdrawal symptoms.

I WANT TH JAP PHOTOS, PLEASE AND THANK YOU. :)

2009-02-27T01:07:00.003+08:00

250209, got rejected at th cinema entrances cause of .. we watched New in Town instead. (i'll never watch slums at this rate) note: NEVER WATCH MOVIES AT GV YISHUN. I SWEAR (yes) IT'S TH WEIRDEST PLACE, EVER. spotted a rainbow after movie, :) Kenn came over from tampines, super sweet of him. cabbing from yishun t sbw costs 7$, what rubbish is that tsk. dinner was almost good, spent th whole time discussing about some random girl's looks hahaha. i conclude he's a very nonsensical boy, ha.

260209, CME was (insertwords), form a circle then return t our seats. t think th class got so excited before th activity, waste time uh hahaha. Cip got cancelled cause of th rain, which was very horribly scarily heavy. should have gone t met Dboy, shuds. dinner at Aston's, (Y). lit project is annoying th life out of me, yes let's burn books. i think we (4/3) should stop annoying th teachers (is it us or them?) and start, uh mugging. we seriously need t, and should. and ms Mok should stop calling my name everyday, it totally spoils my mood each time.

and why do i feel so drained recently? i think it's th weather. must be.

i don't like questions, cause i don't have th right answers t give.

2009-02-22T21:56:00.005+08:00

I feel happy today, :)
this sentence seems, vaguely familiar.

p/s someone tell me when's someday. hahaha.

2009-02-16T21:17:00.008+08:00

如果不曾遇见
我是否会
悲伤少一些
泪水少一些

快乐也少一些?

2009-02-02T22:14:00.004+08:00

P: a lil late, i found my answer. you and i have different expectations for th relationship. th only thing i wish t say is, sorry.

i never got t th end of th letter, perhaps someday i'll complete it. (yes im quite a loser) sorry t those who thought i was feeling unwell this morning and thank you for your concern, :) school was fairly normal today neither interesting nor boring but somehow wo gan chu liang duo. during ss today, "in case you didnt know, its 5 weeks t th end of term 1."-mr k. now that sentence is stuck in my brain. macs w/ Z before tuition, H bastard us for girlfr. was in a daze and ordered a megamac meal (conned by z actl)- my worst macs meal ever HAHAHA. oh i finished th burger before Z, despite eating it by half (yes stop telling me i defeated th purpose). Oli and miss Koh came after, there was this creepy auntie who kept pacing around macs w/o her slippers. freakiest part, she stood really near our table (behind me!) and stared at us (or idk what), O: tuition was, freezing cold. th new kid locked th and i out at th backstairs, :/ okay nth worth remembering alr, or until i think of any i shall go do work.

p/s t all th j1s starting school today, enjoy your orientation week! i miss seeing th blue batch in school suddenly, ): esp Dreamb and Tl, sian.

2009-01-31T00:23:00.002+08:00

im in a good mood today so i shall blog. not in chronological order sorry cause im typing whatever that comes t me, :)

21 jan, went town w/ Kel and i kept seeing guys wearing red slippers from NUM, urgh. hey lets go out another time and take more photos k, :) 23 jan, was lazy and skipped school celebrations. t those who tried psycho'ing me that its th last year alr, too bad (hahaha). Chinatown was a total bore (no thanks, Dreamb!) but i love th bags from FEP a lot, so at least th day wasnt wasted. and oh, Tl was very sexy that night ^^ 24 jan, sat was spent w/ p school friends and mrs C at Dome. somehow they started gossiping about Ny then Mc/ Pr and i swear it was totally embarassing! if i knew how t blush i bet i'd go beetroot. dinnered at MS w/ parents and sorry t Colour and D i didnt meant t lie but i was really on my way home, O: was supposed t meet them for CP and SSC later, but an got lazy after dota (zzz!) so i didnt felt like going alr. D, im terribly sorry for making you wait an hour! zhen de hen dui bu qi. cabbed t Chia's at 1am (so unearthly) and th boys arrived only an hour and half later z. thanks t Dey for teaching me mahjiong. ACs were emotionally troubled, tsk. Dey and Chia played wrestling w/ soft toys, hahaha. (shall skip th other things that happened..) i want t steal Chia's blanket, hen ke ai. and Ac's hair is gorgeous, (Y) went home for reunion dinner, mummy overcooked.

26 jan, went over t grandparent's for visiting. have very little relatives and even lesser cousins, or at least, not my age group. dinner was somehow simple idk why, then i headed over t godfamily's. alighted at a wrong stop and was lost, had t trouble Derrick uncle and Peb t fetch me. went out w/ th usual group and Peb's friend. Jo brought her $500 doll along, funny girl. incident on th bus (inside joke) was dropdead hilarious, Irv and Ken couldnt stop laughing! Jk's girlfr and Yh joined us at ms, Jo was very dao cause she refused t help people take photos hahaha. bride war was pretty good. i must shall and will talk more t Chry next year! :) Ken wanted t rob me of plasters, hahaha. walked t bugis and cabbed back t Peb's. fell asleep while watching Peb Ken Yh and Irv play mahjiong, and they were still playing when i got up. Peb went over t her godfamily's, Ken Irv and i went over t Irv's. E and Jo took super long t get ready, hahaha. went Bugis, they played pool i went home for dinner.29 jan, Clique lunch and th feeling was really lovely, thanks girls! (L) lets get th shirt done asap cause i cant wait, :) 30 jan, met Irv and went over t his friend's for visiting. really random, ha. lost our way and somehow arrived same time as th boys. its not a crime t be underage, tsk. lost th bet w/ Dw but im positive it taste like egg, :/ p/s Kallang's a pretty place, shall go there more. Viv's at 9pm and her house was really crowded, super envious. pretty bored th whole time and i left at 11pm, thanks Swtheart Colour Nig for walking me back. and sorry t Dw and Irv, as much as i wanted i was too tired to go over t Dw's. (t Dw and Irv: you see, i had school earlier and you two dont. HAHAHA inside joke) and thanks t Ny, your call really cheered me up :)and sorry for wasting your 2 hours hahaha. 31 jan, was supposed t go out w/ Lk ytd in place of class gath but she was sick. hey tgc and get well soon alright :), its tournament season! i slept th day away, tsk.

im tired alr, shall fill in the other happenings in jan another time. :)

as much as i know its not right, i cant stop myself. im just wondering how long will i take t find myself this time.

2009-01-30T23:27:00.002+08:00

26 days since last post (awesome), sorry and too bad. cant really remembered exactly what happened this month, but im not in th best of mood today so i shall not elaborate on anything.

life sucks pretty much, g'night.

2009-01-04T19:52:00.002+08:00

first weekend of 2009, cheers.

31 dec, dropped by dar's countdown party for a couple of hours, managed t snap a shot w/ hq before leaving. oh right i saw ganesh on th way, heh. ^^ steph& tim, sorry for being late, wl was glued t transformers z! trained t marina sq and met up w/ many many kids, but we felt pretty awkward so we splitted. fireworks were awesome, singaporeans are really very singaporeans! O: amusing. naruto belt was th laugh of th day manxysz HAHAHA. hey colour, love our photo k. cause there's you and there's me! :D some left, we went over th esplanade. tim went red (loserrrrr, hahaha) and ko-ed almost instantly. steph left around 3am, we saw cheryl lee after. O: chia ko too, and no thanks for causing me t have buttache. went over t clarke quay when it was bright and trained home. didnt manage t meet bb cause both of us overslept, hurhur.

02 jan, first day of sch, cant believe 2 months of holidays is overrr! th day was really short and boring. there was some mini sports alumni gathering hahaha. p/s ty is cute. ^^ and chimy is really adorable! :D swtheart ps me for ac, disappointing (kidding kidding). went movies w/ wl zh and dy at night, what a blast. you cant call me after 11pm ~

weekend was crap, not worth mentioning. oh, wl is a superrrrrrrrr gossipboyz, i cannot take it!! hahaha. k nth much worth mentioning alrd and i hope there isnt ammonia test tmr. g'night world.

2008-12-31T15:55:00.004+08:00

its th last day of 2008 alrd, woah. i think th year has been an awesome one, here's what that made my list (in no particular importance):

japan sports exchange - pretty sceneries, th weather (!), crazy nights at hotels, daiichi hs (!), hotspring (!), and th loveliest company that made th trip fantastic (L)
p5 camp - adorable kids (grp 20!), no papaya spray attack this year (wowwee), th awesome bunch of innotrekkers
be yourself day - got caught for my shorts (which isnt short at all z), french braids (!), airbush painting
eoy - two words: ultimate frenzy. 8-| our first time taking exams in th hall, adeline's lizard incident, valuables stolen, batch getting kick out of hall. tsk tsk
sentosa w/ tingli and co. (ip)
cny at pebble's
birthday - thanks thanks thanks everybody (G)
valentine's - 14 roses for 14 roses, teeehee (thanks) and th boat trip around sg river, z
my nasty fall in ubin a week before christmas (N)
cross carnival / sport's day at sentosa - memorable, despite th heat and lack of drinks
family hk trip
all th new friends i made, and th -not so friend anymore- friends (confusing hur)
and last but not least,
everybody who have been there for me (L)

shall add in whenever i recall! k byebyebye im heading t dar's party soon and i'll be outside w/ steph (say yay) and tim s. tonight. and i'll be meeting bb for math tuition tmr (phuwarf, kill me mansxyz). oh and t those who havent heard, ms mok's th ft for 4/3 next year (woah).

happy 2009 everybody!

2008-12-28T02:31:00.005+08:00

i slept th last saturday of th year (!!) away, and pigged out during th times awake, how un-cool. anw i found an awesome blogshop that sells customised skirts, th photos look gorgeous and th comments are great. i think its no harm adding some t my cupboard, so tempting. :D im getting black jeans tmr (i think/ hope), and c. eve photos up on fb alrd but its private hahaha. k toodles im off t see more bs! oh right, i am still very disturbed by what x sent me last night. it cant be true, can it? O:

P/S I AM DETERMINED T PACK MY DESK uh, SOON (!?)

2008-12-27T00:25:00.006+08:00

ooh its been ages since i blogged- 10 days t be exact, tsk. shall make it a point t blog more often, so that i can read them 50 years down th road when im old and greying HAHAHA. but seriously, it'll be really sad if i (touch wood) contract Alzheimer's and remember nuts about my past.

17 dec, p. ubin w/ ny. been ages since my last visit, was pretty excited prior th trip. anw th intelligent me had a nasty fall off a slope at jalan durian and we had t end our cycling expedition! ): what sucked more was that we were cycling for barely an hour, and we took quite a while t location jalan durian. but we met a ranger (really lucky, thought we would be stuck there forever) whom drove us t th volunteer centre (?). oh right, thanks t that random bunch who gave us a bottle of water, and th ranger who sent us back and cleaned my wounds! :D th boat ride back was z cause i was sitting at a crap location and i had seawater all over my face, not cool. met up w/ js and jo at j8, saw qi and had a lil catch up talk- i really must meet up w/ that girl someday. that night, js made a pretty disturbing post about ny and i, but i shall not comment further.

18 dec, went t doc cause my legs were pretty gross. had a terrible time climbing th stairs t th clinic, my 7 minutes in ~~heaven~~ hell. couldnt meet up w/ rh, hey sorry. N's results were out, liying passed (insert smiles), heard that 2 from sch didnt made it though. lied t dave that i was going m'sia cause i was lazy t reply, sorrrry. O:

19 dec, went t cwp for a walk. received (insert words) looks from passers-by, which made me pretty upset- but i understand, i'd do so if i aint th victim.

20 dec, clarke quay w/ ny. he had his first yoshinoya meal, how memorable hahaha. a lil girl touched my wound and gave me a shock, ny made me jealous by sitting on th parapet wall at th bridge HAHAHA. ny was really upset that night, which i suppose my company did not made him any happier. z

21 dec, cant rmb what i did. my texts didnt gave any clues. ny broke up w/ j that night, which was totally shocking news. O: oh right, happy birthday xy, and thanks for your lovely card!

22 dec, cant rmb what i did either, texts didnt gave any clues too. ny and gang went p. ubin, which they survived w/o a scratch and had an awesome day. how, envious.

23 dec, ngmimi's church concert w/ steph. met jkoh t exchange christmas cards (hey thanks, yours is gorgeous. i know mine suck). went over t ny's place cause meeting time w/ steph kept postponing. interesting home, hahaha. and was told that my jeans arent black, which i totally didnt know even after 1 year of wearing it. O: so embarrassing! concert was great though steph and i didnt manage t sit in th main hall, ky clint mr lim (teeehee) and leon went too. met naoni's really cute friend but idk his name (you can find his photo on fb, whoo :D). supper was great, th food never runs out hahaha! oh i bought 30 stamps that day, idk why so many either.

24 dec, eve w/ leow. study session was a waste of time cause i did nth but write my name on foolscap z. (and doing hw on eve isnt a loser act!) ny came over t pass me christmas gift, which was really sweet of him (ooh, thanks for th chocs! still in th fridge now hahaha) caught twilight (oh right, both our first show at sun plaza hahaha) and th movie's totally bad, really disappointing. at least they could have gotten better actors/ actresses. leow's sis joined us after for a short while cause she got both. wj is prettier in person teeehee. went town cause we wanted t feel th 'christmas atmosphere', hahaha. didnt manage t find our lunchboxes, nor our pencilcases. leow didnt want t stay for countdown cause she has porridge at home waiting (wtheck, hahaha!), but cam died so i agreed t go home. bounced and snapped! saw inconsiderate people (i have his shot, teeehee). had a wild time at bradell, stayed for an hour (?) t snap. ooh, we drew on each other's faces (sorry i know my drawing suck HAHAHA). been ages since i had such fun w/ leow, we really must do this more! hahaha.

25 dec, MERRRRRY CHRISTMAS! day started off w/ christmas wishes (thanks everybody :D), really lovely. couldnt sleep 'cause of a splitting headache, was on th phone w/ ny at 4am teeehee. still had a headache when i got up, backed out of dar's party initially but i still went. (and idk why i met them t buy food for their sleepover z. ) party was pretty much on that band game (urgh!), really boring but i enjoyed myself. many funny things happened, made new friends ( special mention t hq- she's such a lovely girl), memorable party. and a big thankyou t everybody who tried t make me feel welcome, its fantastic spending christmas w/ you all! (insert hearts) dar wl and emoboy sent me home after, thanks boys! hope your sleepover was fantastic, teeehee. ps, your new clique name should be gossip boyz!

26 dec, dreamdate (HAHAHAHAHA) w/ dy. he carried his bag of books all th way t my place for me (they weigh bombs), such a sweet boy. caught bedtime storries at cathy, pretty movie- patrick and barbie are very very extremely adorable! im in love w/ them, teeehee. we bought a matching pencilcase for next year too, ha. oh right, my hair was really annoying today! ): i pinned everything up eventually z.

alright that sums up my life, cant believe i spent 2 hours on this page, wasting my youth away oh no. thats all for now have a lovely weekend boxing day is over that sucks k byebyebye.

2008-12-16T23:01:00.002+08:00

today is a fine but not so fine day. went town for a walk and bought 40$ worth of junk, not cool. th box is of th wrong size and i doubt i'll use the mesh file. ): saw ruyi and th bunch of volleyball seniors at ps. i like th way ry and pk dressed, very pretty! :D was being very fickle at ctn which annoyed a staff, and i ended up buying from ctn body instead. met daren at cine, w/ his bunch of girls, teeeehee. es, find a girlfr soon okaaaay! got a super wdv-its-name-is brownie at taka, second one this week alrd. will i die of fat, or fat? omgzsdysz. 'tough cookie' tee wasnt available at F21, VERY DISAPPOINTED. ): ): super excited after seeing it on th web, but it isnt in sg yet! headed over t novena w/ th intention of getting x, but they are really costly so i didnt get any. ): shall save up for some, teeehee. bought 3 apples before heading home, and i feel good for not getting a plastic bag- save th earth everybody! :D

my mood is (insertwordhere) now, fg was cancelled cause response suck. first i cant wear my new clothes, second i dont get t go sentosa, third th apples stay in th fridge. i not happy ah. ): on a lighter note, im going pulau ubin w/ - tmr, whoo! i pray it doesnt rain and we dont get chased by pigs. going t ubin out of th blue, so wild. (pun intended) this is exciting. :D

oh right ADE SAYS SHE SAW LUO ZHI XIANG AT TW, thats so fun la! how come i didnt meet any in jap and hk!? not fair.

i hope tmr will be pretty cause, we havent gone out like this since .. idk, hope everything goes well teeehee.

2008-12-15T23:15:00.002+08:00

oooh, i realise i havent blogged for days. cant rmb what i did on thur, probably stayed at home and stared at th ceiling.

studydate w/ js on fri, not so interesting. O: went king alberts park (i always thought its st patricks or sth, hahaha) macs and th whole place was packed w/ students. which reminds me, school starts in 15 days omgzxsysd. saw a couple snogging away, a birthday celebration, many silly messages on th wdv-you-call-it screen, and we gossiped instead of doing work teeeehee. oh right, kap cold storage sells nice food! headed over t nus law cause we got bored. th library there is, awesome. oh i thought th holding area is perfect for party but js said its better for making out, hahaha wth. saw boys from shuds-i-forgot-whats-th-name sch having training, and their volleyball tee is gorgeous cause its in a lovely shade of red! :D saw roger/ john/ dennis, sorry jo he isnt very hot. O: oh did i mention js waited 3 hours for me? super sorry but tyvm.

attended wycf closing ceremony w/ js (omgzdxys i keep meeting him?) on sat and i fell asleep during th ssa section, so embarrassing. th concert got better towards th end, everlasting melody was th best piece i have t admit. js got grumpy after macs and went home, i shall skip th details. orchard was froggin crowded, its lovely but i hate it when im tired. brownie at taka basement was good, but i prefer BJ's. :D sth interesting happened at pepper lunch, a staff helped a customer prepare her meal cause she went t th toilet. it was so, strange and everybody arnd was looking at that staff! jo and i were super tempted by th salesss everywhere so we decided t go home. didnt met up w/ rh afterwards cause he sprained his ankle. O: get well soon boy!

attended steph's confirmation on sun. oh right, sorry bb for not meeting you in th morning! tutor me another day k, and i want my calculator backkkk. was pretty taken aback when naoni said said she never been t woodlands before. erica and carm were running away from each other cause carm kept calling erica a slut, totally hilarious. was late for mass cause we lost our way t church, and i fell asleep twice. super embarrassing. O: naoni washed her fringe at cwp w/ pangsai soap and cabbed off t th airport. dinner was at pastamania and ferdinand (teeehee) joined us. oh i hate th girl at th counter cause she rolled her eyes at us and missed out carm's order, z. such a joy t hang out w/ them, conv was (Y)!

monday was spent at home, mass oim and wrote on walls about fg and kids probably think i went insane. and random, i think boys think very differently from girls urhg. another person found out about my blog, not cool. this is such a wordy post, shall end here.

ps, i cant wait for wed t come, sentosaaaa! :D and i want t go pulau ubin too, but not on wed. O:

2008-12-11T23:08:00.007+08:00

i woke up at 5pm today and nth interesting has happened since then. uh, besides js bastarding pr which was totally hilarious (but a lil mean).

tmr, i'll go out for a walk.

last night, i texted N. i guess things are alright between us alrd (or at least i hope).

2008-12-09T01:14:00.010+08:00

last night's conv w/ NY was horrid, sorry my tone was really mean. but its really tough staying in a right mood while talking t you, urgh. i couldnt help but blast you w/ wdv that came t me, sorrrrry. O: pls dont feel guilty its all my fault anw, poor emotions management. well if only i was stronger t move on, z i feel very loserish thinking about this.

so today i hung out w/ jo and js (insert smiles). supposed t be a studydate but it flopped as expected teeehee. intelligent me woke up late, but js woke up later- 2 hrs after th meeting time, tsk. oh right, while waiting for his arrival we freaked out many strangers w/ my weirdy voice and it was hilarious, totally. js bought a $2 sexy man puzzle, supposedly our christmas gift for papaya. tried studying at jo's, ended up facebooking and bitching about photos! bring it on was an educating show (HAHAHA), their cheerleading moves were good. dinner was jap& korean, video of js eating kimchi was downright awesome. shall convince jo t upload it on youtube someday teeehee. spent over an hour fixing sexy man puzzle but it wasnt any productive. sorry for spoiling th plan, we really should have ton at jo's. it'll be a night of bitchfest, whoo. oh js was really sweet t send me t sbw (shall not reveal th real reason), i feel bad that he had t cab from amk. O: before i forgot, js' acts of th day! one he carried th table menu t th counter, two he tripped and left his slipper behind (of course he retrieved it after). free amusement hahaha, such a lovely boy.

sidenote, i suddenly thought about someone. hes a dear, but has became really scary recently. i know its my fault but th way you react freaks me badly. pls act more maturely, it really sucks t end our friendship because of this.

2008-12-07T23:47:00.008+08:00

this morning i amazingly climbed out of bed at some unearthly time (7am, wth O:). had soon kueh for breakfast and th very intelligent me pour th sweet sauce outside th plastic bag instead of inside, and th yellow plastic bag got really gross. sorry if that sounded confusing, i can always demostrate it again teeeehee. anw th day at sbw park was great and i made new friends! styrofoam is dirty kaya toast teeehee, inside joke. SEATING AT TH BACK OF A LORRY WAS TOTALLY FANTASTIC, never had such an experience in 15 years of my life. it was totally awesome, seriously. (L) except i hate th dust that flew into my eyes. before i forgot, J's family are a really nice bunch of people. wait theres sth i must complain, th showering place was a total turnoff. sorry, cant bear t describe th facilities but they really suck big time. when it turned dark, Jessica Janelle C and i headed over t night safari t have B&J. that was really wild, all th way there just for icecream hahaha. ps, my first time t night safari too, we didnt enter though. oh right, we finished 5 scoops& a brownie in 9 mintues! :D it was double thumbs up yummy, but really sinful tsk. and it was a pity J couldnt make it, aiyo. in short, today was great, shoulders aching though.

and 5 mins ago, jo js and i have decided t go studydate tmr. what a interesting way t spend a ph hahaha. i dont mind though, cant wait t see them again. shall sleep very soon so tmr comes faster, goodnight byebyebye.

2008-12-06T22:19:00.005+08:00

its 19 days (lets make it 18 days and an hour) t christmas, how exciting! just did up my christmas mailing list and went arnd asking for kids' addresses. i realise i have really cute (& silly?) friends who asked me th reason. cmon, why else would i need your address for? unless they really believe im planning t mail bombs t their place. speaking of th list, i cant really decide on some names. O: i'd love t send them cards, but again its pretty strange for me (and that whoever). urgh, this is pretty annoying. hope i decide really soon so i can get down t writing th cardssss, i secretly hope i receive some too. dear santa and friends, heres your cue. HAHAHA. oh right th christmas card text wont be hand-written this year, my aplogies t recipients!

oh right, i just (not exactly, somewhat an hour ago actl) got home from an awesome dinner. ah, times like this should come often. anw, goodnight for now.

2008-12-06T17:36:00.005+08:00

shuds i closed th prev window w/o saving and im really lazy t type th whole chunk again, so this first post shall be really really short sorry HAHAHA. so i was saying, i feel very intelligent for creating this whole thing by myself since im really noob w/ computer stuffs. all i use th laptop is t go online and surf th net t kill time anw.

a sidenote, gem of life is a nice nice show. though i never enjoy watching tv cause most of th shows suck. but yada watch this show if you’re free, no hunky actors and not an idol drama though.

alright have a brilliant weekend ahead everybody.